My first glimpse was around 5 years ago. I saw what I was not, and propelled into a blissful and free state for around 4 or so months.
Then came the emotional work. It was painful, it was messy. I wanted it to stop. I would pop in and out of “getting it” which would bring elation. I believed that the election was how one would feel if they were established in awakening, so that’s what I chased, dipping in and out of ‘I’ve got it I’ve lost it’.
Then In a simple quite uneventful moment the resistance dropped. It was all very much without Bells and whistles. Sobering in a way. Contractions and intense emotions still arise, yet there’s no resistance, and the stories that accompany them either don’t arise, or are quickly seen through as thoughts. My mind is still rather active, however the identification is pretty much gone, very thinned out at least.
Fun, thanks for the opportunity to share. I haven’t done that yet !